Discomfort.

Are you spiritual or are you playing the same capitalist game of hierarchical separation and narcissistic discrimination - just in white linen clothes and with glitter on your face? 

If we are not using our privilege, comfort and the power of our own voice to call out the dominating systems of oppression & violence, we are not only complying - but actively contributing to this toxic mind control and delusional warfare. If you are choosing to stay silent or passive, you are complicit. Looking away is an act of support to the perpetrator, whether we want it or not. I know it is overwhelming and terrifying - but holding this weight with compassion and a caring heart is the paradox of being human. 

Of course it is always more more easy, more entertaining or connecting to talk about those spicy conspiracy theories. It is always more comfortable to point at yet another factor on the outside; on that system, that Gates or Soros or Musk or whatever these puppets are called. However, by that we are not only giving away our power by victimizing ourselves and putting ourselves underneath those fake figures. We are also staying passive, complicit in a corrupted and violent and destructive system that is quite literally holding our planet hostage. That is holding us away from realizing our true, innate, endless power and potential.

I am not saying stop sharing about what you believe or see is going on.
I am not saying there is not anything dark and cruel conspired to and constructed behind the scenes. As the veil is getting thinner, I do believe everyone that is dogmatically against these theories is either afraid or a coward or blind, or all of it. But we need to go further than the finger pointing - and realize not only were we have been lied to and blinded. But where we continue to perpetuate these delusions and lies, by not being truthful ourselves. By looking for a dominator or a perpetrator on the outside and playing innocent and clueless. By letting the ego run the show and finding always new excuses for staying stuck and comfortable. By realizing we are doing all of this to ourselves, we are also creating the only real catalyst for true change - which lies first and foremost within ourselves.

I dare to hope that the fake freedom of variety, of the meaningless multitude of options will be rejected in favor of the deeper, meaningful freedom of commitment, that the “pursuit of happiness” or individualistic “bliss state” is dismantled as a toxic and unattainable goal existing only in fragile and anxious minds; that people will opt in to self-limitation rather than the quixotic quest of self-indulgence; that people will demand something better of themselves before demanding something better from the world. 

Are you spiritual or are you disembodied?

I am voicing my deception & dis-illusion (‘Ent-Täuschung’ in my mother tongue) regarding the silence, the numbness, the dehumanization and the escape mechanisms in the face of injustice and oppression. If we try to flee from our conflicted feelings, disconnect ourselves by “ascending” to some higher plane or not stay in the discomfort of a painful experience - we escape our humanity. Renounce to our purpose. 

I dare to hope...

for a world beyond hope, where people are never merely treated as means but always as ends, where no consciousness is sacrificed for some greater ideological aim, where no identity is harmed out of malice or greed or negligence, where the ability to reason and act reasonably is held in the highest regard by all, where compassion is valued over judgement and where this is reflected not only in our hearts but also in our relationships, institutions and societies.

I dare to hope that people will stop suppressing either their thinking brain or their feeling heart and marry the two in a holy matrimony of emotional stability and psychological maturity; that people will become aware of the pitfalls of their own desires, of the seduction of their comforts, of the destruction behind their whims, and will instead seek out the pain and the discomfort that will force them to grow.